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About Me Member Anime Artist akayashi21/Female/Mexico Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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It's about those difficult choices in life.

Fri Feb 5, 2010, 11:59 AM
I'm not sure if this is the correct place for me to say this, but I'm confused and feeling very tired and sad. No, frustrated and lost would be a better way to say it. Maybe I just want to rant, or maybe I just need to let stuff out.

Who knows?

As of late, I really really hate my choice of career. I like Industrial Design, but I am way too untalented and uncreative for a career of this kind. It's not only the career, but the jail-like school I'm stuck at, my mediocre and apathetic classmates, this stupid city full of violence and jerks.

Every day I keep on thinking on how much I want to drop college and pursue my lifelong dream of app-ing for an Illustration career at an USA art/design college.

My parents told me that if that's what I want, I should take a decision as soon as I can.

If you guys were in my place... what would you do? Would you stay where you are, out of fear and comfort? Or would you leave everything behind in order to chase your dreams?

I don't know. I'm scared and confused and arrrrrrghhhhh.

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Din Don Dan Dan - Ragnarök Online II
  • Watching: Bleach

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:iconprincelelouchlowell:
Isa chaaaan me encontraste!>W< aaaah que gusto saber de ti!! te watcheo!>w<


Mello

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僕はヤオイで腐女子ですから、それもこれもしょがないじゃん。
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:lol:

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:iconwindfle:
a fujoshi,ne?XDD~

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僕はヤオイで腐女子ですから、それもこれもしょがないじゃん。
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'o course! :XD:

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:iconwindfle:
iohohoho~
hello sis!!!
all hail yaoi~!XDD~

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僕はヤオイで腐女子ですから、それもこれもしょがないじゃん。
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Gracias Akayashi!:hug: Creí que te tenía wacheada, porke siempre he visto tus actualizaciones, pero cuando vi la página principal resulta que no!! Qué cosa! Te wacheo tmb ^^ :heart:

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